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[08 Sep 2010|02:06am]
“Your own soul is nourished when you are kind; it is destroyed when you are cruel.”
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[07 Sep 2010|02:50am]
[ mood | sad ]

I am completely coherent in this inebriated state, and I speak the truth; I wish no one cared about me. I no longer want to cause pain to others. Free me from this curse.

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[21 Jun 2010|05:56pm]
[ mood | drained ]

So brown eyes I hold you near, cause you're the only song I want to hear, your melody softly soaring through my atmosphere.

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[18 Jun 2010|11:39pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Depressed. No matter what happens, my thoughts always go back to you and how I'll always just be your friend.

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[27 Aug 2009|12:56am]
[ mood | guilty ]

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."

-Margaret Mitchell

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[24 Jul 2009|01:43am]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

I want to feel that way again, lying next to him in bed, feeding each other chocolate and feeling nothing but bliss.

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[16 Jun 2009|01:45pm]
[ mood | impatient ]

"And I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything. And I lie to myself, and say its for the best."

- It's for the Best: Straylight Run

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[14 Jun 2009|04:20pm]
[ mood | cold ]

This is, perhaps, more of an eccentric collection of thoughts rather than a journal.

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[11 Feb 2009|03:01am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

introspective

I don't know, if I had the chance to change anything about my past, I probably wouldn't; I just wish certain things had turned our differently.

I suppose that is the case with all of us, anyways.

I'm completely and utterly happy with my life right now, though! I will get to school in the fall, I can't back down. I know I've said that before, Livejournal, but do I really have a choice now?

I had a dream a couple months ago where I was being chased by zombie people while I was on a cruise with someone, but we eventually made it back to the ship. We knew they were coming for us, but all we did was lie in bed together, not saying anything. He kissed me, and I was so happy; I had never known such comfort and a feeling of goodwill. However, almost immediately after that, I woke up, only to be harangued by terrible creeping thoughts that all of it was a dream, and the person who kissed me would never feel that way about me.

I never made a move, nor did I ever let anyone know how I felt. It was not the fear of being rejected, just the knowledge that I was kidding myself with ridiculous, unrequited thoughts.

I suppose life is funny like that! We can yearn for the people we can't have, yet be in a completely happy and rewarding relationship. I don't feel guilty about this, as I know and feel that I am in love with a most amazing person.

The feeling we're left with is a black cloud over our consciousness: "What if?"

So, I encourage you, write down whatever flight of fantasy has haunted you. We all have skeletons in our closet, but a fleeting dream is something wholly different.

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[03 Jan 2009|12:21am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Sometimes I believe the sole purpose of some of the customers that come into Publix is to waste my fucking time.

Read the fucking sign, you old ass bitch. It says six pack of apples, not 5 LB BAG.

We're not always making mistakes, you need to take a class in reading comprehension, mother fucker.

Okay old man, I give you your lotto every goddamn day, and YES, I know about the fucking battle of the bulge. PLEASE do not tell me the fucking story again.

GOD.

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[01 Jan 2009|12:01am]
[ mood | alone ]

worst new years eve/new years ever.

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HECK YES [30 Dec 2008|01:33am]
[ mood | excited ]

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[23 Dec 2008|03:38am]
[ mood | complacent ]

"We’re conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unaware - beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one."

-The Cab Ride I'll Never Forget

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Happy [12 Oct 2008|03:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]

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Things are going too good. [06 Oct 2008|01:58pm]
[ mood | excited ]

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OMG LOL [03 Sep 2008|03:55am]
Oh, Romeo.Collapse )
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[18 Aug 2008|04:13am]
[ mood | distressed ]

Why is it that I only post when I'm drunk?

I feel like my life is slipping through my hands, day by day, and the only way to stop it is to find a solid hold on this world, be it a career or education.

Kill me, plz.

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LIFE DEFINING MOMENTS [08 Aug 2008|02:42am]
[ mood | cold ]

HeyLook ItsDobbs (2:39:17 AM): NEW MANNEQUIN SONG
lights on london (2:40:31 AM): fuck. you.
HeyLook ItsDobbs (2:40:45 AM): ...what?
lights on london (2:41:32 AM): You are being a cock block atm
HeyLook ItsDobbs (2:41:40 AM): OMG LOL BYE OMG LOL OMG LOL BYE

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HALF-BLOOD PRINCE TRAILER [30 Jul 2008|12:43pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

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[22 Jul 2008|01:02am]
[ mood | drunk ]

I want to change my Myspace and Facebook "About Me" section.

I don't want to sit under a tree and have a picnic. I don't want someone to obsess over me and fawn over stupid shit, because its happened before and its apparently not what I want/need.

I want a guy to be a sarcastic smart ass. I want him to make mistakes. I want him to be annoying and for me to hate liking him. I want him to be real and personable.

Thank God for automatic spell check.

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